Friday, June 26, 2009

One Night and No Rest

You know those nights where you toss and turn in your sheets. Nothing seems to make it better- more blankets, less blankets, more layers, no layers. There is no right way to lay. The pillow is too fluffy one second and too flat the next. What a stupid thing it is- Being so restless is hard on my body. I can't think straight- I can't stop thinking. I wonder about things, I catch myself playing what if.
But the worst part is, that my day was serene. I worked all day and attended night classes. I was relaxed and easy- what gives with the restless energy now? Why does it wait till I am trying to sleep.
None of this is made better by the constant opening and shutting of the front door- as roommates and friends cycle though. Yes, even at 2 in the morning. I wanted to get up and rip some one's eyes out when they used the ice dispenser in the fridge- ARE YOU SERIOUS!
I only got like 4 hours of sleep. I am so exhausted, but in spite of all of that, and the rain- it is a fairly smooth day. I hope it continues on so...

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