Saturday, November 15, 2008

What is it that I don't get about boys?  They are so complex, why don't they care... take a stance?
I guess I just want to know why it would be okay to say no.
I miss my best friend, I thought I had found a replacement, but he is leaving me to.
Boys never last long in my life... does that mean there is something wrong with me?
I try to keep them.  I give them what they want... for the most part.  I am just not understanding why leave.  Why join something, why lie to me?
Because all it was, was a lie. 
Everything he said, he just said what I wanted to hear.  He changed his mind to fit my needs.  
Why hide so much from me?  Why make my heart so heavy?
I worked for months to get through all of his little surprises, and then...
nothing. 
I don't understand.  I feel confused.  I don't know why it would be so easy for me to let you go.
Why?  

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