Yeah, I know it is my fault. I know I am the one who pushes myself. But in the end, I did not put so many hoops up, I did not do it alone.
It is my fault for my stress level, but why are there so many hoops to jump though? If they stop giving me a challenge I would get a break. I don't stop because then others can get a head start. It just seems lame that all of this comes back to me.
Pushing yourself this hard is built into my DNA. I learned from an early age that perfection is desirable, so that is what I do. It will eventually kill me, but for the time being a guess I am impressing someone.
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